that feeling, when you’re angry at yourself.

not at someone else, but at yourself.

because you opened your heart to somebody that couldn’t be trusted.

and then somebody else comes along and you feel alive again, but then there’s always that voice in the back of your head that tells you to be careful

and then you let your guard down, and then you get scared and start shutting them out.

and they leave.

and it’s all your fault, even though it was somebody else that made you this way.