... and our holidays draw to a close. i can't stop thinking about everything that's happened this summer. i literally spend my whole year waiting for the summer holidays, so i expected this year's break to be pretty big. what i wasn't expecting was to get my heart broken in advance. it was shit, yea, but - it just happened to make my holidays the best so far. it gave me a reason to let loose, have fun and make mistakes that i won't regret. and did i? i spent nearly every night going out, meeting boys, drinking more than i should, going to parties, throwing parties, making friends and i was even in a fight one night haha. most of this was done with amanda. the best person that it could be done with ;) it had to come to an end eventually though. i kept putting my family, friends and health on the line.
it's really been one to learn from. i wasn't used to spending so much time alone, i learnt so much about myself.
i've also figured out that i run like the weather. my mood changes all the time and there's nothing i can do about that. but what i know now, is that
even in the depths of winter, inside me is an invincible summer.
i might not be able to make my own day, but that doesn't ever mean that i won't be able to make days of all the people i care about.
and so while i've learnt so much this summer?
i guess i'm still learning.
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